Sebenarnya......

As the sun goes by,
All clouds are turn to black,
All the earth goes dark,
There's a person,
Still need the sun,
Never left to think about the sun,
Amost got it but the sun didn't appear for her,
It's shines to anyone else,
She's keep run away to get the shines,
But she's still not got it,
Almost but not had,
She's keep thinking to solve the problem,
But still got no answer,
She's cried but no ones hear her voice,
She's such a person,
That had lost in a bottle,
That full with sugar,
That seal very close,
That no ones can can enter it,
No ones can touch her,
No ones can get her,
No ones can survive her,
She's already trapt in that bottle,
Almost many year,
Although she's still can taste the sweet from all the sugar,
But she's live in an empty spaces,
Nobody there,
Only her alone,
For sure....

LONELY DOESN'T HURT US

HEY...LAMA DAH TAK MENULIS.RASA KEKOK PULAK.ALTHOUGH KERJAYA MENUNTUT UNTUK MENAIP ISSUE YANG TAK KAN PERNAH HABIS YANG KADANGKALA MENJERAT KE PERMASALAHAN KERJA DEK SEBAB KELALAIAN SENDIRI, TAPI PERASAAN NYA TAK SAMA DENGAN MENULIS ISSUE TENTANG DIRI SENDIRI. RASA NYA MACAM SYRENK...SYRENK..SYRENK...SERAM SEJUK PULA IBARAT MINUM NESCAFE DI PAGI HARI, YANG MEMBUATKAN SEL-SEL NEURON KAU BERGERAK MENGUNYIT2 IBARAT CACING KEPANASAN BILA KAU ESCAPE WAKTU LUNCH KAU.

21 APRIL, GENAP 3BULAN KERJAYA SI BELLA UNTUK MENERIMA PERMENENT..TAPI PELUANG MACAM TIPIS SAJA.TAK PERNAH HARAP SANGAT SEBAB TAKUT KECEWA. TAPI AKAN USAHAKAN UNTUK DAPAT CUTI PULANG KE HOMETOWN..OH RINDU SEBEBAN DEKAT MEREKA-MEREKA YANG DI SAYANG DI HOMETOWN..MACAM MANA LA RUPA BENTUK HOMETOWN SEKARANG YA..MUNGKIN DAH ADA BANGUNAN PENCAKAR LANGIT MACAM KLCC TU.TAK PASTI..SEBAB TAK ADA BUKTI NAK TUNJUK KAT SINI.NANTI LA...ADA PELUANG, BOLEH BUKTI LAGI.TUNGGU SEPULUH TAHUN YANG AKAN DATANG.. MUNGKIN...

OH BERCAKAP TENTANG KERJAYA, SEKARANG MEMANG BIZI GILA.TIAP-TIAP HARI KERJA.AHAD JA BOLEH REHAT.EKCELI, BILA BIZI, SECARA AUTOMATIK,KITA TAK AKAN STRESS DENGAN PERMASALAHAN JIWA YANG TERKOYAK RABAK. BUKAN SEBAB BILA KAU BIZI, JIWA TU TERCANTUM SEMULA..TAK..TAK...MAKSUD AKU, STILL TERKOYAK TAPI KAU LANGSUNG DAH TAK PEDULIKAN JIWA TU LAGI. SEBABNYA, BANYAK LAGI ORGAN-ORGAN KAU YANG BOLEH BERFUNGSI.

TENTANG PERMASALAHAN JIWA ATAU LEBIH SPESIFIK LAGI, CINTA(OH PERKATAAN NI TIPIKAL TAPI ADA KESAN SYRENK..SYRENK BILA DISEBUT),TERINGAT SEORANG TEMAN.YANG SEDANG MENGALAMI NASIB YANG AGAK SERUPA, TAPI BERLAKU PADA WAKTU YANG BERBEZA SAJA. JIWA KENTAL, TAPI DAPAT DIKESAN KERAPUHAN NYA ITU.SEBAB PENGALAMAN TELAH MENGAJAR.

OH UNTUK PERENGGAN YANG NI, AKU DAH PUN PULANG KE HOMETOWN. MAAF TAK SEMPAT NAK UPDATE HARITU SEBAB OFIS BANYAK KERJA. OH TERIMA KASIH JUGAK KAT AGONG SEBAB BESDAY AGONG KITA LA BARU AKU DAPAT CUTI. TADI JUMPA DENGAN SAHABAT HANDAI DI SUATU MAJLIS KAHWIN KAKAK KENALAN AKU. LAMA TAK JUMPA DIORANG. BANYAK YANG DISEMBANGKAN. TENTANG KERJAYA, PELAJARAN, DAN EHEM2..TENTANG KEKASIH MASING-MASING. BILA DITANYA TENTANG EHEM-EHEM TU, DOESN'T HURT BUT IT'S GIVE ME SHRENK..SYRENK FEELS. WELL, I KNOW ITS TOO PERSONAL TO SAY, BUT MANUSIA BERUBAH KAN. I NEVER BLAME ANYONE FOR THIS SITUATION.MOVE ON ADALAH PERKARA PALING TERBAIK AKU RASA. MUNGKIN.

EKCELI, TIME BUAT POST NI, TIBA-TIBA RASA RISAU. ABOUT WHAT'S GONNA HAPPEN FOR THE NEXT DAY IN MY LIFE. WELL, IM SAYING THIS DOESN'T MEAN I AM AFRAID TO MOVE ON, BUT ACTUALLY, LOVE MAKES ME CURIOUS TO TRUST OTHER PEOPLE AGAIN. I KNOW IT'S SO FAKE TO SAY THAT I DON'T CARE ABOUT WHAT IM FEEL ABOUT NOW, BUT SOMETIMES, WE JUST HAVE TO SAY GOODBYE FOR SOMETHING THAT IS NOT BELONG TO US. BAK KATE OMPUTIH, LET BY GONE BE BY GONE. HIDUP PERLU DITERUSKAN YE. FROM THE TIME BEING , YOU WILL FEEL THAT YOU HAVE MADE THE MOST BIG DECISION IN YOUR LIFE. KEPUTUSANNYA, YOUR HEART WILL NEVER BEING HURT ANYMORE.

BUT, THERE'S SUCH THING WILL HAPPEN WHEN WE MOVE ON TO OTHER PATH. MAYBE, WE WILL BE SO BERHATI-HATI AFTER THIS, MAYBE WE WILL FIND OUR HAPPINESS OR MAYBE WE WILL ALWAYS BE LOVE HATRED AFTER ALL. WELL3..WE'LL NEVER KNOW RIGHT. BUT FOR SURE, LET THE TIME FLOW AND ENJOY WITH YOUR LIFE YUP...THAT'S THE MOST IMPORTANT FOR YOUR OWNSELF..CHILL OUT YAW:)


P/S:1)sengaja buat post huruf besar
2)boleh mula senyum lebar sekarang dengan hasil yang boleh dibanggakan(mission almost accomplish).
3)you can either move on with your life, or dwell on things you can't change, but either way,LIFE DOES MOVE ON, with or without you..T_T