Pandang pandang jeling jeling.

Assalammualaikum. Ehem. Okay, lama tak menulis, eh menaip, aku ada rasa janggal sedikit disini. Tapi tak apalah, naluri untuk menaip belog, selain menaip assignment meronta ronta setelah aku rasa aku macam patung yang duduk di depan pc opis ni. Iya, aku tahu korang mesti cakap aku baik pasal duduk depan pc ja, tapi sebenarnya aku duduk saja, ibarat mendapat gaji buta. Untuk pengetahuan siapa siapa yang melintas ke belog aku ni, aku dah pun bertukar kerja di kompeni yang baru. Aku dah tak kerja dah kat kompeni lama tu. Bukan sebab aku benci kompeni lama tu pasal tu aku tukar kerja. Tak tak (sambil geleng kepala). Aku kerja tempat baru ni pasal aku mahu cari pengalaman baru . Okay aku tipu. Sebenarnya aku dapat better offer kerja sini, so aku move on. Ehehe..


Since aku lama tak update belog ni, so aku update lah sikit pasal serba serbi hidup aku sekarang. Sebab apa perlu sikit? Oh iya, kau bukan retis pun nak bagitahu semua pasal diri kau. Erm erm.. Untuk pengetahuan kalian semua, aku sudahpun melanjutkan pelajaran di peringkat ijazah seperti yang dicita citakan oleh nenek aku. Oh nenek aku sedang sakit teruk sekarang, kalian doakan kesihatan nenek aku ya. Aku dahpun berada di semester 2 alam bidang MASSCOM di UITM. Hectic sangat, ya , aku tahu PJJ ja pun, tapi aku letih dan penat sebab aku memang tak suka pergi kelas since aku tadika lagi. Tapi, hendak seribu daya, tak hendak seribu dalih. Aku kuatkan juga semangat untuk hadir ke kelas setiap hujung minggu yang cuma selang 2kali sebulan sahaja, walaupun muka aku macam cekodok sepanjang ke kelas tu. Kemon lah, mesti la muka macam cekodok pasal hari Ahad weh, Ahad, hari yang sepatutnya hari berjimba jimba bagi makcik makcik opis seperti aku ni untuk ke Sogo , KLCC segala bagai, walhal cuma soping tingkap sahaja. Tapi aku redho kan aja memandangkan aku berpegang kepada konsep `dasar pandang ke hadapan' tak gitewwwww. Ehem ehem..

Waktu aku menulis entri ni, anak sulung Pak Wazer sedang dalam persiapan untuk membina masjid. Membina masjid disini bukan seperti pekerja kontraktor yang sedang membina struktur masjid ya, membina masjid disini mendirikan rumah tangga. Oh iya, kakak aku si Fatin yang dulunya tak reti berboipren tu sudah mahu berkahwin akhirnya.

Aku harap semuanya akan berjalan lancar nanti. Sedih pun ada. Iyalah, lepasni mesti dia akan jadi isteri orang. Priority dia mestilah dekat family dia dulu, but I know, ours abang long to be will be sporting, but perasaan sedih tu tetap ada. Macam kakak kau diambil oleh orang lain, ha begitulah perasaan dia., Tsk tsk..Hopefully our abang long's to be will take care of her as much as we did so. Ameen..

Lepas kawen kakak aku ni, tentu aku akan ditubi dengan soalan bila aku punya turn majlis pulak. erm erm..Oklah, aku pun tak tau nak tulis apa lagi, aku nak pikir lunch kat mana sat lagi. Makan di Resepi Rahsia sedap jugak ujung ujung bulan cenggini ya. Ok lah sehingga ketemu lagi di coretan seterusnya. Tata tititutu...

Qi Razali feat Yuna - Keroncong Untuk Ana (M.Nasir Cover)

p/s:  maafkan aku, sesungguhnya kebolehan mengawal emosi itu bukan aku....Ya Allah...sesungguhnya aku menyesal...kepadamu jua aku memohon petunjuk..

Assalammualaikum 365 hari.

Bismillah......

Pegang tangan ini,
jangan biar jatuh. 
Pimpin tangan ini,
jangan biar lemah.
Tunjukkan jalan,
jangan biar sesat. 
Ingatkan diri ini, 
jangan biar lupa. 
Perbaiki diri ini,
jangan biar salah. 
Kita bersama sampai ke syurga. In shaa ALLAH ♥

Alhamdulillah...

Best Finding 2012

Ini lah dia. He means a lot to me.10 month im with him, and I know he's the right for me.. And insha Allah until to Jannah..Amin. Pray for us ya :)  

~xoxo~

~TAWAR~

jangan ditanya kalau aku berubah

sebab aku dah betul-betul tawar kali ni

maaf~

Tragedi October....

Kadang-kadanh hidop ni tak boleh nak jangka. Macam gunung berapi. Nak meletop bila-bila aja. Kadang-kadang bila kita bersedia tak semestinya dia akan meletup. Tapi bila kita lalai dan alpa mungkin ianya akan meletup.

Itu semua kuasa Tuhan. Kita hanya mampu merancang. Tapi Tuhan yang akan menentukan. Kadang-kadang kita rasa sangat gembira dan berpuas hati dengan apa yang kita miliki sekarang. Tapi bila kita tengok manusia sekeliling lebih berjaya daripada hidup yang kita kecapi sekarang, membuatkan perasaan iri hati dan cemburu terdetik dalam hati. Walhal, itu semua rezeki masing-masing. Kita usaha lebih sekalipun, tapi kalau Tuhan dah tentukan banyak mana rezeki kita yang kita dapat tu, tentu tak akan ubah apa-apa pun.

Tapi Tuhan tak pernah melarang hambanya untuk terus berusaha. Dengan usaha, doa tawakal.....baru semua akan berjaya. Untuk berjaya perlukan kesabaran. Sabarkan separuh daripada iman. Semangat mesti mau ada. Dan, kalau kita pegang kata-kata tadi, InsyaAllah...semua akan berjaya. Moga-moga....Amin.......



p/s : cuba untuk memotivasikan diri sendiri
     : hidup makin hectic dengan kerja dan study
     : sudah lama tak menulis...ada rasa awkward sedikit T_T'

Stop crying your heart out...

Hold up
Hold on
Don't be scared
You'll never change what's been and gone
May your smile (may your smile)
Shine on (shine on)
Don't be scared (don't be scared)
Your destiny may keep you warm

Cause all of the stars
Are fading away
Just try not to worry
You'll see them some day
Take what you need
and be on your way
and stop crying your heart out

Get up (get up)
Come on (come on)
Why're you scared? (I'm not scared)
You'll never change what's been and gone

Cause all of the stars
Are fading away
Just try not to worry
You'll see them some day
Take what you need
and be on your way
and stop crying your heart out

Cause all of the stars
Are fading away
Just try not to worry
You'll see them some day
Just take what you need
and be on your way
and stop crying your heart out

We're all of us stars
We're fading away
Just try not to worry
You'll see us some day
Just take what you need
and be on your way
and stop crying your heart out

Kurniaan Dua Puloh Tujuh.......

27 Kembali... Yang berlalu 5 tahun sudah... Tiada rezeki untuk bertahan... Namun masih di ingatan... Untuk dijadikan panduan... Yang baru 5 bulan... InsyaAllah... Untuk selamanya Hingga ke syurga... Moga-moga... Amin... Terima Kasih YA TUHAN....

.........

Can anybody hear me? Or am I talking to myself? Am I just running empty In this search for someone else? It doesn't look right through me It's all just static in my head Can anybody tell me why I'm roaming like a satellite? 'Cause tonight I'm feeling like an astronaut Sending an S.O.S from this tiny box And I lost all signal when I lifted off Now I'm stuck out here and the world forgot Can I please come down? (Come down) 'Cause I'm tired drifting round and round (And round) Can I please come down? I'm deafened by the silence Is there something that I've done? I know that there are millions I can't be the only one That's so disconnected And so different in my head Can anybody tell me why? I'm roaming like a satellite 'Cause tonight I'm feeling like an astronaut Sending an S.O.S from this tiny box And I lost all signal when I lifted off Now I'm stuck out here and the world forgot Can I please come down? (Come down) 'Cause I'm tired of drifting round and round (And round) Can I please come down? Now I lie awake and Scream in zero gravity And I'm starting to weigh down On me (woah-oh) Let's abort this mission now Can I please come down? So tonight I'm calling all astronauts All the lonely people that the world forgot If you hear my voice, come pick me up Are you out there? 'Cause you're all I've got And tonight I'm feeling like an astronaut Sending an S.O.S from this tiny box And I lost all signal when I lifted off Now I'm stuck out here and the world forgot 'Cause tonight I'm feeling like an astronaut Sending an S.O.S from this tiny box To the lonely people that the world forgot Are you out there? 'Cause you're all I've got Can I please come down? (Please, please, please come down) 'Cause I'm tired of drifting round and round (Tired of drifting round) Can I please (come down) come down? (Please, please, please come down) Can I please (come down) come down? Can I please come down? -no adrinelin runnin ANYMORE or this is just the tru feelin...why......

GLAD U CAME...

The sun goes down
The stars come out
And all that counts
Is here and now
My universe will never be the same
I'm glad you came

You cast a spell on me, spell on me
You hit me like the sky fell on me, fell on me
And I decided you look well on me, well on me
So let's go somewhere no-one else can see, you and me

Turn the lights out now
Now I'll take you by the hand
Hand you another drink
Drink it if you can
Can you spend a little time,
Time is slipping away,
Away from us so stay,
Stay with me I can make,
Make you glad you came

The sun goes down
The stars come out
And all that counts
Is here and now
My universe will never be the same
I'm glad you came
I'm glad you came

You cast a spell on me, spell on me
You hit me like the sky fell on me, fell on me
And I decided you look well on me, well on me
So let's go somewhere no-one else can see, you and me

Turn the lights out now
Now I'll take you by the hand
Hand you another drink
Drink it if you can
Can you spend a little time,
Time is slipping away,
Away from us so stay,
Stay with me I can make,
Make you glad you came

The sun goes down
The stars come out
And all that counts
Is here and now
My universe will never be the same
I'm glad you came
I'm glad you came

I'm glad you came
So glad you came
I'm glad you came
I'm glad you came

The sun goes down
The stars come out
And all that counts
Is here and now
My universe will never be the same
I'm glad you came
I'm glad you came


<3<3<3

A Given....

He came like a sunrise,
That brights a life,
Brings joy and happiness,
Open a door,
That had been closed for a long time,
Alhamdulillah...
Thank you Allah for this lovely given,
Hopefully this feeling will never ending,
Till ever after.....

p/s: saya mungkin tak sempurna, tapi saya akan cuba jadi yang terbaik untuk awak....

Tentang Rasa....

Aku tersesat menuju hatimu
Beri aku jalan yang indah
Ijinkan ku lepas penatku
'tuk sejenak lelap di bahumu

Dapatkah selamanya kita bersama
Menyatukan perasaan kau dan aku
Semoga cinta kita kekal abadi
Sesampainya akhir nanti selamanya

Tentang cinta yang datang perlahan
Membuatku takut kehilangan
Ku titipkan cahaya terang
Tak padam di dera goda dan masa

Dapatkah selamanya kita bersama
Menyatukan perasaan kau dan aku
Semoga cinta kita kekal abadi
Sesampainya akhir nanti selamanya

Dapatkah selamanya kita bersama
Menyatukan perasaan kau dan aku
Semoga cinta kita kekal abadi
Sesampainya akhir nanti selamanya

Dapatkah selamanya kita bersama
Menyatukan perasaan kau dan aku
Semoga cinta kita kekal abadi
Sesampainya akhir nanti selamanya

*terima kasih awak..awak buat saya rasa hidup semula...

WONDERWALL...

Today is gonna be the day
That they're gonna throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you gotta do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do
About you now

Backbeat the word is on the street
That the fire in your heart is out
I'm sure you've heard it all before
But you never really had a doubt
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do
about you now

And all the roads we have to walk are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I would
Like to say to you
But I don't know how

Because maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me
And after all
You're my wonderwall

Today was gonna be the day
But they'll never throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you're not to do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do
About you now

And all the roads that lead you there were winding
And all the lights that light the way are blinding
There are many things that I would like to say to you
But I don't know how

I said maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me
And after all
You're my wonderwall

I said maybe (I said maybe)
You're gonna be the one that saves me
And after all
You're my wonderwall

I said maybe (I said maybe)
You're gonna be the one that saves me (that saves me) 3X

p/s: maybe this is it....

ENTRY CINTA BARU~~JASON MRAZ

I WON'T GIVE UP

When I look into your eyes
It's like watching the night sky
Or a beautiful sunrise
Well there's so much they hold
And just like them old stars
I see that you've come so far
To be right where you are
How old is your soul?

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up

And when you're needing your space
To do some navigating
I'll be here patiently waiting
To see what you find

'Cause even the stars they burn
Some even fall to the earth
We've got a lot to learn
God knows we're worth it
No, I won't give up

I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily
I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make
Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use the tools and gifts
We got yeah we got a lot at stake
And in the end,
You're still my friend at least we didn't tend
For us to work we didn't break, we didn't burn
We had to learn, how to bend without the world caving in
I had to learn what I got, and what I'm not
And who I am

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up
I'm still looking up

I won't give up on us
God knows I'm tough, he knows
We got a lot to learn
God knows we're worth it

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up...

Surat untuk Cik Strawberry-bersempena hari keberanakan yg ke-22

Dear Cik Strawberry,

Sempena hari kelahiran Cik Bella yang ke 22, dengan rasa rendah dirinya Cik Bella ingin mengucapkan terima kasih yang tak terhingga kepada Cik Strawberry kerana berjaya merungkaikan kegemaran Cik Bella kepada buah strawberry. Walaupun Cik Strawberry bukanlah buah yang sebenar, tapi Cik Strawberry tetap menjadi kegemaran Cik Bella. Perkenalan Cik Bella dengan Cik Strawberry dii hari kelahiran Cik Bella yang ke-18 tahun dahulu masih segar dalam ingatan Cik Bella.Walaupun Cik Strawberry besar gedabak dan berwarna silver, tapi Cik Bella tetap rasa yang Cik Strawberry lah yang paling comel dan cute dihati Cik Bella. Biarlah orang nak mengata pasal rupa bentuk Cik Srawberry tu, tapi tetap menjadi kegemaran dihati Cik Bella.

Malang tak berbau, selang dua tahun selepas itu, kita terpaksa berpisah. Bukan niat Cik Bella untuk memulangkan Cik Strawberry kepada tuan Cik Strawberry, tapi Cik Bella terpaksa jugak sebab Cik Bella rasa tak layak untuk menjaga Cik Strawberry lagi. Ini kerana tuan Cik Strawberry sudahpun ada pengganti yang lain.

Cik Strawberry,
Untuk pengetahuan Cik Strawberry, Cik Bella sudahpun mendapat pengganti Cik Strawberry sewaktu menulis surat ini.Dia besar gedabak jugak, tapi tak lah sebesar Cik Strawberry tu. Yang penting, dia tak ada buah strawberry macam yang Cik Strawberry ada tu.Untuk pengetahuan Cik Strawberry jugak, Cik Bella sekarang begitu obses dengan spesis Cik Strawberry. Mungkin faktor usia membuatkan Cik Bella cenderung untuk menyukai benda-benda yang feminin and ala-ala girlish gitu..Dari handbag, baju, shawl, lotion, syampoo, lotion,shower cream sampailah ke iceblended.Semua Cik Bella bantai pi beli kaler pink and perisa-perisa strawberry...Pinky gile kan..Lantak la ape orang lain nak cakap . Its normal la kan if a girl suka kaler pink..Aku rase fake la kalau ade perempuans yang tak suka kaler pink.Kalau ade pun mesti they all malu nak mengaku sebenarnya..Konon-konon macho la tu kan..Eiww....gewdicks sangat..Menyampah jemah..huhu..

Ok la..Rasenya Cik Bella tak tau nak merapu ape lagi dalam utusan Cik Bella kali ni.Pape pun jaga diri Cik Strawberry elok-elok ye.Tengok-tengok kan sikit tuan Cik Strawberry tu.Jangan dok nak gatai sangat.Pesan kat dia kawen nanti jangan lupa jemput Cik Bella ye.Ok la..tata titi tutu..


Yang sebenarnye,
Cik Bella aka Jemah89


p/s: entry yg sepatut dihantar 23Oct aritu...
: tarikh hari ni sangat cantik untuk mencipta 1 peristiwa penting..wondering...

Katy Perry - The One That Got Away Lyrics


Summer after highschool when we first met
We'd make out in your mustang to Radiohead
And on my 18th birthday we got matching tattoos

Used to steal your parents liquor and climb to the roof
Talk about our future like we had a clue
Never planned that one day I'd be losing you

CHORUS
In another life, I would be your girl
We'd keep all our promises
Be "us" against the world
In another life, I would make you stay
So I don't have to say
You were the one that got away
The one that got away

I was June and you were my Johnny Cash
Never one without the other, we made a pact
Sometimes when I miss you, I put those records on (woah-oh)

Someone said you had your tattoo removed
Saw you downtown, singing the blues
It's time to face the music, I'm no longer your muse

CHORUS
In another life, I would be your girl
We'd keep all our promises
Be "us" against the world
In another life, I would make you stay (you stay)
So I don't have to say
You were the one that got away
The one that got away

The o-o-o-o-one
The o-o-o-o-one
The o-o-o-o-one
The one that got away

All this money can't buy me a time machine (no)
Can't replace you with a million rings (no-o-o-o)
I should have told you what you meant to me (woah-oh-oh-oh)
Cause now I pay the price

CHORUS
In another life, I would be your girl (yeeeeaaaahhh)
We'd keep all our promises
Be "us" against the world (Us against the world)
In another life (In another life), I would make you stay
So I don't have to say
You were the one that got away
The one that got away (The one that got away)

The o-o-o-o-one (the one)
The o-o-o-o-one (the one)
The o-o-o-o-one (the one)

In another life, I would make you stay
So I don't have to say
You were the one that got away
The one that got away

-sometimes its hard to hiding from a lie....

TURN ON TO A MONSTER......

MONSTER-PARAMORE


You were my conscience
So solid, now you're like water
And we started drowning
Not like we'd sink any further
But I'll let my heart go
It's somewhere down at the bottom
But I'll get a new one
And come back for the hope that you've stolen

I'll stop the whole world,
I'll stop the whole world from turning into a monster
And eating us alive,
Don't you ever wonder how we survived?
Well now that you're gone, the world is ours

I'm only human, I've got a skeleton in me
But I'm not the villain, despite what you're always preaching
Call me a traitor, I'm just collecting your victims
And they're getting stronger
I hear them calling. (I hear them calling)

I'll stop the whole world,
I'll stop the whole world from turning into a monster
and eating us alive,
Don't you ever wonder how we survived?
Well now that you're gone, the world is ours

Well you find your strength in solution
But I like the tension
And not always knowing the answers
But you're gonna lose it, you're gonna lose it!

I'll stop the whole world,
I'll stop the whole world from turning into a monster
and eating us alive,
Don't you ever wonder how we survived?
Well now that you're gone, the world is

I'll stop the whole world,
I'll stop the whole world from turning into a monster
and eating us alive,
Don't you ever wonder how we survived?
Well now that you're gone, the world is ours

Comfortable Distance

It's have been a long time,
That box had not open,
That have a heart,
Full with love,
Suddenly open it while play with a love song,
That they had sing togather before,
Comes a feeling,
That is not a feeling that she's felt before,
Made a comfortable distance,
Between them,

Until now,
Realize,
Probably its just a temporary feeling,
Between them,
That's makes she thinking about him,
Even she's not realize that sometimes,

But its not a feeling,
That wanted her love back,
Because there's a lot of memory,
That she couldn't erase it,
Because it's not a mistakes for them,
To knowing each other,
And shared their love,

Because love may comes around goes around,
Even not with him,
Because she's know,
There's someone,
Could run her neuron out of control back,
Maybe she's couldn't be the best for him,
But she could be the best to the other,
Although he's the best for her,

So she's keep those memory neatly on that box back,
And keep moving on with her life....



p/s: "Kau jangan cuba beri harapan atau menerima cinta dari seseorang kalau kau belum sedia. Kerana kau akan menyeksa orang yang mencintai kau. Dia boleh maafkan, tapi boleh ke dia lupakan?"(TERFAKTAB)

UMUR AKU 22 TAHUN TAK LAMA LAGI OK!!!!!

Manusia sekarang macam-macam pe'el...
Dah ada kerja tetap, mahu jadi pelakon jugak..
Walhal gaji dah cukup rasanya...

Maaf la..
Mencipta kesulitan untuk mengambil kesempatan...
Macam melampau jugak bunyi nya...
Niat suci kamu tu aku faham..
Aku dah cuba dalami dan selami..
Tapi cara kamu tu aku rasa sudah melampau...
Sudah-sudah lah bersandiwara..
Niat nak beralah aku rasa sudah tak perlu lagi...
Umur aku 22 tahun bukan dua tahun lagi...
Tahniah aku ucapkan...
Sila ambil award sekarang...

Ada sesuatu disitu(MASIH)...

Paramore-crushcrushcrush

I got a lot to say to you
Yeah, I got a lot to say
I noticed your eyes are always glued to me
Keeping them here
And it makes no sense at all

They taped over your mouth
Scribbled out the truth with their lies
You little spies
They taped over your mouth
Scribbled out the truth with their lies
You little spies

Crush
Crush
Crush
Crush, crush
(Two, three, four!)

Nothing compares to a quiet evening alone
Just the one two of us who's counting on
That never happens
I guess I'm dreaming again
Let's be more than this

If you want to play it like a game
Well, come on, come on, let's play
Cause I'd rather waste my life pretending
Than have to forget you for one whole minute

They taped over your mouth
Scribbled out the truth with their lies
You little spies
They taped over your mouth
Scribbled out the truth with their lies
You little spies

Crush
Crush
Crush
Crush, crush
(Two, three, four!)

Nothing compares to a quiet evening alone
Just the one two of us who's counting on
That never happens
I guess I'm dreaming again
Let's be more than this now

Rock and roll, baby
Don't you know that we're all alone now?
I need something to sing about
Rock and roll, hey
Don't you know, baby, we're all alone now?
I need something to sing about
Rock and roll, hey
Don't you know, baby, we're all alone now?
Give me something to sing about

Nothing compares to a quiet evening alone
Just the one two of us who's counting on
That never happens
I guess I'm dreaming again
Let's be more than
No, oh

Nothing compares to a quiet evening alone
Just the one two of us who's counting on
That never happens
I guess I'm dreaming again
Let's be more than
More than this
oh uh